mister proper wizard

meh. I couldn't even be arsed to finish this. I don't seem to have any reserves of patience left for all this. I'm fed up of working so hard for so little return. I'm fed up of slogging away at things and still not getting it right. I can't be bothered any more.

I certainly couldn't be bothered with this piece of crap. Man, I feel miserable at the moment. Life sucks.


(EDIT - this doesn't mean I'm giving up painting. Just that I've worked really hard for about four months straight, painting pretty much every day, usually around 8 hours a day. And I'm tired, and fed up, and feel uninspired, and I need a BREAK.... *sighs* It's just hard, y'know... I don't have the guts or the confidence (or the drive at the moment) to get any real painting work, and otherwise I just feel rather ignored and sad about the whole thing. I s'pose I need a painting holiday, and to get back to the basics and relearn a whole bunch of stuff. Go back to exercises, practice anatomy and muscle tone and all that... *sighs* Very tired now. Very fed up. Going to bed. Nighty nighty. /EDIT)